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Tools For Conscious Awareness
Newsletter For A Next Step...light center for emotional
healing
Vol 67 -Addendum- April, 2006
In Truth, Simplicity Love and Service
FEATURES:
SOMETIMES THERE IS GRACE
Ram Tzu knows this!
The fear never leaves you.
It is part of you
As tied to your center as your breath.
Touch it,
Stroke it
Get to know it well.
As long as you are
It will be with you.
You scream
You shout
You rage
You want quit of it.
You push it away with all your strength.
But hear this!
It thrives on all this exercise
You give it.
It gets stronger when
You give it something to push against.
Left alone it will wither and die.
But you know you can not leave it alone.
You must always fight the fear.
It is your nature to always fight.
Yet sometimes there is Grace!
You disappear into it
And there is no longer a battle.
The warrior is gone.
- Ram Tzu
No Way for the Spiritually "Advanced"
Ram Tzu
Advaita Press, 1990
LIVING YOUR LIFES PURPOSE
By Colleen-Joy Page
You are on purpose and your existence matters. Without
you, there would be something crucial missing from the
universe. Without you the universe would not be the
same. You may only feel like a drop in the ocean, but
I tell you this, you have the power of the ocean
inside of you ... and the ocean knows you, even if you
have forgotten the ocean. When you find the ocean in
you, you will feel like the river the runs towards the
sea, not trying to climb hills but simply flowing in
accordance with the deeper calling that draws you
nearer to fully merge with your greatest self.\n\n
Have you ever had that annoying experience of going to
a room to fetch something only to stand there
wondering what you went there for? Standing there
wondering, "What am I here for?" - that annoying
feeling of having forgotten what you came here for -
sounds a lot like life doesn't it? You wake up one day
with that same annoying feeling - having forgotten
what you are here for in the first place. Why did I
come here? Like it's on the tip of your tongue but you
just cant seem to grasp it, "what am I here for?"
There are 2 primary goals in any lifetime. The first
and most important is BEING. The 2nd goal is dependent
on the first. The 2nd goal is DOING. Most people
believe that they are here to DO something and so they
spend time worrying about whether they are doing what
they are here to do. Many are even hoping that they
can just get the doing part over so that they don't
have to come back again. I can't tell you how many
students have asked me, "What am I here to do - what
is my purpose, I want to know so that I can do it and
not have to come back!" What would happen if you
chose to stop letting your past limit you ... and
instead committed to step into your passion and take
control of your future? Come find out how...
Quantum-Self.com.
Copyright © 2006
Dr Jill Ammon-Wexler, Brain/Mind Researcher
All Rights Reserved
"We are not held back by the love we didn't receive in
the past, but by the love we're not extending in the
present." - Marianne Williamson
LEARNINGS
from Soul Soothers Online
CtrOfLight@aol.com
In April, on her 70+ birthday, Maya Angelou was
interviewed by Oprah. Oprah asked her what she thought
of growing older. And, there on television, she said
it was "exciting." Regarding body changes, she said
there were many, occurring every day, like her
breasts. They seem to be in a race to see which will
reach her waist, first. The audience laughed so hard
they cried. She is such a simple and honest woman,
with so much wisdom in her words!
Maya Angelou said this:
"I've learned that no matter what happens, or how bad
it seems today, life does go on, and it will be better
tomorrow."
"I've learned that you can tell a lot about a person
by the way he/she handles these three things: a rainy
day, lost luggage, and tangled Christmas tree lights."
"I've learned that regardless of your relationship
with your parents, you'll miss them when they're gone
from your life."
"I've learned that making a "living" is not the same
thing as "making a life."
"I've learned that life sometimes gives you a second
chance."
"I've learned that you shouldn't go through life with
a catcher's mitt on both hands; you need to be able to
throw something back."
"I've learned that whenever I decide something with an
open heart, I usually make the right decision."
"I've learned that even when I have pains, I don't
have to be one."
"I've learned that every day you should reach out and
touch someone, people love a warm hug, or just a
friendly pat on the back."
"I've learned that I still have a lot to learn."
"I've learned that people will forget what you said,
people will forget what you did, but people will never
forget how you made them feel."
It is Societys Hypocrisy that Creates Spin - David
Sachs Producer of the satire film Thank You for
Smoking
SERUM LEVEL
There seems to be something to the fact that extreme
emotions have the power to change our perspective.
Most of you saw examples of this during the Pisces
Season. If you were one of those that were bitten by
an old Memory (Childhood, pets, school, etc) last
month, then you likely were able to notice how your
everyday problems paled in comparison to what you were
experiencing. The effect of those intense experiences
finds similarity in certain types of drugs, which
makes me wonder if we really are identifying with a
bunch of hormones. (like the better part of What the
Bleep was demonstrating).
Over and over again, I see and hear people raving
about their new experiences, whatever it is. With each
rise in excitement over "This New Therapy', or 'This
New Energy Work' or 'This New Romance', 'This New
Book', 'This New Job', there is without fail an
inevitable fall, quite similar to the 'coming down'
effect of alcohol or drugs. Sometimes it takes days
for the grand effect to wear off, (sometimes months)
but eventually there is a fall and there is always an
excuse for the fall (as if it's rare that we fall).
If you are familiar with drugs (I won't tell), then
when the effects wear off, you attribute your change
in mood to the drug. But when there's a life crash
after a big high, no one ever says 'Oh, you're just
crashing from your high endorphin level, you'll get
over it.' No, we tend to make excuses like, 'He wasn't
my soul mate.' Or 'I'm just detoxing', or 'I got my
value from it and spirit is telling me to move on'.
But what if our life highs worked just like any
addiction: once the serum level isn't high enough, you
just add more stimulus. Climb the bigger mountain,
Seek the even better healer, the newer lover, the
better sale item, and on and on.
This Serum level concept could explain why we tend to
see life differently during intense experiences. And
when we can't muster up the rush in the moment, we
conjure memories and if there's nothing juicy in the
past , we can simply find something in the world to
get heated over; and if that doesn't work we simply
take a pill. The goal in all of these examples is the
same: serum level increase.
This Thought for the Week finds me wondering how far
we have gone into confusing body responses with
spiritual awareness. You can see examples of this kind
of confusion everywhere. In the 'new age' world, we
blame people for getting sick by accusing them of
'creating the illness' implying a lack of spiritual
development (not to mention infusing the ailing person
with guilt). Look at how proud we are when our body
'doesn't look its age', or what about the high people
of all religions report when in the presence of their
charismatic leader. I have to ask again, Is it
possible that we're actually confusing a rush of
endorphins with a Spiritual Awakening? hmmm.
I suppose in the long run it doesn't matter but IF
it's true and we are confusing our essence with a
chemical rush, where else might we look for evidence
of our true natures? Perhaps that's the million dollar
question and that's where I have to leave you.
Mark at 12house.com
How can we separate the process of our bodies and
their emotional responses from our spiritual essence
and its awakening? Everything is connected. - Young Toni
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The mind that projects the world, colors it its
own way. When you meet a man, he is a stranger.
When you marry him, he becomes your own self.
When you quarrel, he becomes your enemy. It is
your mind's attitude that determines what he is to
you. - Nisargadatta Maharaj
YOUR CONSCIOUS PARTICIPATION IS REQUESTED NOW
Greetings and Blessings from Robert Moonsong, thank
you for your attention to these messages of great
potential.
Some of you know I have been receiving increased
communications from the Angelic and Cosmic realms for
quite some time and admittedly a bit of resistance on
my end to sharing the details of upcoming changes on a
world scale. For some it will bring up fears long
suppressed while others may reach Joys long awaited.
It was made known today very directly that I am to
release this current scenario for all of us to view
and act upon in our own ways, through selective
discernment... as the Masters say THIS IS OUR TIME to
exercise our abilities to make these transitions for
everyone much smoother by choosing and using our
"deeply loving detachment" state of awareness.
Our CONSCIOUS PARTICIPATION gives us self-control and
esteem when all else seems out of control and steam.
This Mercury-laced lunar eclipse - equinox - solar
eclipse cycle throughout March has created a vortex
for massive changes new to this planet that are
guaranteed to shake the foundations of every soul into
aliveness.
Some parts of the following message may not be
understood by the linear logical mind but are
structured in a way that may deepen your connections
with the energies of interdependence and Intimacy with
Life as a Whole. We are calling this period your DNA
Integration Intensive. Your Creator thoughts have
never held such weight. Dont let it sneak up on you,
KNOW that Life is Eternal and WHERE YOU STAND.
My new website will also be unveiled in the coming
weeks with a completely fresh design and variety of
high-frequency spiritual medicine that truly empowers,
so stay tuned my friends.
Reshaping Your Personal World With Unified
Consciousness Is Everyone's Key To Awakening Liberty
A Timely Message received on 03-22-2006 from the
Interplanetary Peace Council Through the healing
mediumship of Robert Moonsong
It has become increasingly obvious in the ethers that
events designed to balance the Earth plane have come
under a swell of grieving waters crystallizing
momentarily. This we declare to be Divine as many
embodied souls are now choosing to use this exit point
as an optional mass dimensional adjustment is brought
into beingness here on Gaia and elsewhere.
Come close to your own Heart Center now in preparation
so the shocks will not befall you and then you will
propose to be of service and aid for those kin who
have chosen ascension with you but are not yet in
command of their emotions entirely. The satellite
electronics glitches will be showing you an obvious
sign that this bathing of photons works swiftly and in
perfect justice to each and every soul who is riding
their wave to another station of learning and
application. How come you say?
Your Mother is unfolding her blueprint consciously and
with a force that leaves no doubt that the Creator you
see working in Nature is the same One working within
You. Those who will take this holographic seed of
intention and simply multiply it joyfully to the DNA
strands within every cell, your personal light
quotient climbs exponentially. Your Guide likes to say
recently that we are on the 97th and 1/2 monkey and
time is melting thinner as your manifestations appear
more rapidly and with soul purpose. Your power of
choice becomes your greatest ally here and
decisiveness is rewarded with inner assurance as you
are recalibrating your spiritual compass.
Know that even by early April 06 a Peace Wave will
begin to quickly form that will grow in size in a way
that may cause your emotions to twist and turn as your
unwinding strands are bolstered by the generative
field. Use this biofield now coupled with laser-like
intention to join with your soul groupings from around
the worlds to shine an amplified Light to the
collective templates of Humanity and Earth that indeed
every Life form shares for the unified purpose of
Love.
Now is the Time of The Great Purification and Renewal
which leads to your inevitable Return to the Heart of
the Sun which many of you call Heaven. Take this very
moment to harness every molecule of Love That You Are
to radiate out to every being you have ever
encountered and thank them for their role in your
mutual growth. Why Yes, even them too. Your greatest
teachers. All are Re-United. Everyone will know The
Angels of Compassion.
PS-- from Robert, "The Star Children who are in line
to be birthed on this next solar wave have asked
insistently and graciously that we please direct our
meditations and healing prayers daily not only to
those desert areas but to the ocean floor plates and
coastlines to deliver their graceful entrance." Thank
You All My Relations for co-creating
www.RobertMoonsong.com in the name of The One. Call in
US toll free 1-877-NOW-HEAL (1-877-669-4325)
Pick Up Where You Left Off and Create As Life
Continues Received 03-27-2006 from the Interplanetary
Peace Council Through the Healing Mediumship of Robert
Moonsong.
We see that most of you would be moving forward more
quickly if you were not so concerned about who else
was coming with you. You may choose of your own free
will to remove all distractions or you may wait and
see how the Mother removes them for you. We feel the
former will bring more joy than the latter. There is a
sound which is already ringing in the ears of those
who can hear it. The sound of a grand coming together
in which diverse minds will see how much they are
alike.
Pull back the covers from over your head and witness
the fullness of your potential to create anew. Even
when there have been so many years of destruction and
heartache, the only way it will cease is when it
ceases to be your creative option. You may create from
down there or you may choose to work from up here.
This applies to all those who would remain embodied as
well. For you are becoming aware that traveling does
not require a physical body and you may be both the
creator and the creation simultaneously in more than 1
dimension at a time.
The waves are increasing and this does cause a great
concern. Your scientists will bridge the DNA gaps
between water and electronics but not before Orion
speaks. The atmosphere belongs not only to the humans
but to the Earth herself and she is reclaiming her
auric fields from the abuse long ignored no more. Just
like in your worlds where one must ask for assistance
we cannot offer our solution until you as a collective
people will request such. Knowing that it is prepared
to be implemented may only make it easier to overcome
your fears and simply ask us. Each of you will
determine that this is a guarantee. Your point of
power to choose has always been your greatest gift to
yourself while our abilities to remain neutral in
accordance with what is written has been our own
saving grace.
Plant a seed of hope in your own heart now by standing
tall in your roots. What can never be taken from you
is what you are, eternal living light. Shine on. Be at
Peace.
Translation from Robert, "We've had a chance to look
back and see how far we've come and acknowledge all
the wonderful people and experiences we've shared
along the journey. Now is a time of great activation,
as The Shift is for all intents and purposes, well
underway. This eclipse is lining up to be extremely
powerful, please use it along with your intention to
energize your activities for the rest of the year.
If you have ever wondered if you existed and operate
in more than 1 place at a time, you probably do. Some
people on the path to ascension are eager to leave
these bodies and they would be well served to consider
that staying in their physical body may allow them to
achieve their highest destiny in assisting with the
Earth changes. The real war is the one for your mind.
Tune IN and claim what is yours to Create. Continue to
properly shield yourself from the electromagnetics and
also keep ingesting pure superfoods to boost your
immunity. Most of all, BE LOVE!"
Thank You 4 Visiting www.RobertMoonsong.com and
Calling toll free for Healing-by-Phone in the US and
Canada at 1-877-NOW-HEAL (1-877-669-4325)
THE STORY OF YOUR LIFE
The story of your life is the cosmic 'song of God'
that's being played out through the instrument
of your body.
The dιjΰ vu patterns that you're experiencing in
your life play out like the repeating chorus of the
song of your soul.
Even if you're able to change the words, doesn't it
often seem like just another variation on the same
old theme?
So here's the Big Question:
Is your Song happening to you,
for you,
in you
or as you?
- Chuck Hillig
Seeds for the Soul
Black Dot Publications, 2003
INSPIRATION FROM A GODDESS CRONE by Dan Brule from
Breath and Breathing March Newsletter
Sweet Sorrow on the Passing of Ludmila Nikolayevna.
Addendum to the March 2006 Breath and Breathing
Report:
I dont know how many people Ludmila helped and
counseled over the years. But I know I was one of
them. I dont know how many peoples lives she changed
with her love and support and wisdom. But I know mine
was one of them. I dont know how she became so
amazingly sensitive and so incredibly wise. But I know
that what little of those qualities I have today, are
due in large part to her.
I met Ludmila at the First International Conference on
Free Breathing in1990. She came to me after my initial
presentation in Moscow and said: I am the world. You
have something to give me. Something in you is meant
to help me. I assumed that this strange greeting from
this elderly Russian lady was due to her limited use
of the English language. I assumed that something I
said had touched her, and I understood that she wanted
to do a breathing session.
As it turned out, her words were very carefully
chosen: and she meant themto be taken quite literally.
I dont remember the details of her first session: it
started out and progressed in the usual way. But Ill
never forget the powerful wave of sexual energy that
surprisingly arose in her with every breath. Ill
never forget watching and feeling how it shook her
body, and how it melted mine. Ill never forget how
that energy filled the air and lit up the room. I
asked her what she usually didor what she was going
to dowith all that energy. I felt no attraction to
her, but I thought I knew where the session was
headed. Instead she drew me totally into her process.
We connected in a way that went beyond words. And I
got my first real lesson in how to transform
procreative energy into co-creative energy!
She declared her intention; and she communicated her
vision in no uncertain terms. She would open an
alternative/holistic medical center in her home town
of Kolomna. And from that day on, she lived every
waking moment of her life focused that beautiful labor
of love.
Now when I think of how some people waste their sexual
energy, or fear it
Or if I think of how some people
spend their retirement years, or fear them
I can
only smile.
Ludmila lived a full and productive life, and then she
began a new one! And she met every challenge and
overcame every obstacle to her dream. Her own frail
health, advancing years, and lack of financial
resources seemed irrelevant to her success. She tamed
mafia thugs, enlightened government officials, and
convinced sceptical investors. She created an
opportunity for practitioners of all kinds to discover
and develop their skills. She gave the poorest people
in the city the same health services as the
wealthiest in the world.
Thank you Ludmila for being such a firm yet gentle
inspiration to us all. You helped bring out the best
in many people. I know, because I was one Of them. And
you helped many people to honestly face the worst
within and to better themselves. I know, because I was
one of them. I know that you would not want me to feel
this awful sadness at your passing, but I do. Yet,
youll be happy to know that I also feel deep
gratitude and a cause for great celebration! You see,
I know that you would not have left this world if you
had not completed your work. And you know that all of
us who received your gifts will share them with
everyone we meet.
You were a flower of a friend Ludmila. And now you are
an Angel of God.
Rest in peace.
Dan Brule
VYAPOHANA Hymn of Purification
From the Linga Purana Volume I
Leonard Orr, Father of the Rebirthing-Conscious Energy
Breathing Movement, introduced Kelley and I to the
Shiva Purana and other Puranas years ago and we are
truly grateful for these gifts. Shiva says that during
the Kali Yuga, the information of the Puranas will be
of great assistance. In reading these books, we have
definitely found this to be true.
How easy is it for you or your clients to get to
Forgiveness or to Receive your / their Desires? For
some of us getting to the core of what keeps us from
our Good evades us even after years and indeed decades
of Rebirthing and Processing.
AND YES
Life is the Process. I am truly grateful to
have the gift of Conscious Breathing and other
technology as daily companions and healing. AND
God-Goddess have many ways in which to support us on
this adventure called Life.
The Vyapohana is one of the many instructions and
vratas that Shiva evolved in the Linga Purana. From
the book: This highly precious hymn was composed by
lord Brahma, the Creator of the Universe for the
welfare of the three worlds
.the auspicious hymn
dispels sins
fears and bestows Siddhas.
The repeated reading or listening to this prayer can
powerfully pull you into the understanding and knowing
that we are Not doing this life alone. God-Goddess are
powerfully represented in all aspects of our lives.
They have substantial and varied presence within and
without every single soul.
We are not here to be caught in a karmic wheel of
continuous payback. We are not worthless beings that
have been brought here to struggle or suffer. We can
shed off all sins and be honored in this Sacred Time
and Place.
When you read this prayer, it is your soul that will
respond to it. You will remember that you are One with
All That Is and you will feel Connected, Loved,
Supported and Grateful.
If you are looking for a powerful sadhana to
incorporate into your daily or weekly practice, this
may be what you are looking for. It certainly is a
must for practitioners of Spiritual Purification.
You can order the Linga Purana on your own or purchase
a copy of the Vyapohana and a tape recording from us,
if you like.
To order your copy contact
Toni Delgado
via email: toni@anextstep.org
or write:
P.O. Box 429
Dona Ana, New Mexico 88032 USA
$12 for written copy
$12 for tape or CD
$3 p/h in US / $5 abroad.
www.anextstep.org
505-382-8771
In Truth, Simplicity, Love and Service,
Om Shanti, Shanti, Shanti, Om Peace
Young Toni Delgado and Young Kelley Elkins
A NEXT STEP.light center for emotional healing
P.O.Box 429
Dona Ana, New Mexico 88032
toni@anextstep.org
www.anextstep.org
505-382-8771
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