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Vol 67 -Addendum- April, 2006

In Truth, Simplicity Love and Service


FEATURES:

SOMETIMES THERE IS GRACE
LIVING YOUR LIFE’S PURPOSE
LEARNINGS
SERUM LEVEL
TAKE THESE FREE BREATHING TESTS
YOUR CONSCIOUS PARTICIPATION IS REQUESTED NOW
THE STORY OF YOUR LIFE
INSPIRATION FROM A GODDESS CRONE


“Moksha, the liberation of the soul, that is the true significance of Easter.”
- Russill Paul -

“In the middle of difficulty lies opportunity.”
- Albert Einstein -


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SOMETIMES THERE IS GRACE

Ram Tzu knows this!

The fear never leaves you.
It is part of you
As tied to your center as your breath.

Touch it,
Stroke it
Get to know it well.
As long as you are
It will be with you.

You scream
You shout
You rage
You want quit of it.
You push it away with all your strength.

But hear this!

It thrives on all this exercise
You give it.
It gets stronger when
You give it something to push against.

Left alone it will wither and die.

But you know you can not leave it alone.
You must always fight the fear.
It is your nature to always fight.

Yet sometimes there is Grace!
You disappear into it
And there is no longer a battle.

The warrior is gone.

- Ram Tzu


No Way for the Spiritually "Advanced"
Ram Tzu
Advaita Press, 1990

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LIVING YOUR LIFE’S PURPOSE
By Colleen-Joy Page

You are on purpose and your existence matters. Without you, there would be something crucial missing from the universe. Without you the universe would not be the same. You may only feel like a drop in the ocean, but I tell you this, you have the power of the ocean inside of you ... and the ocean knows you, even if you have forgotten the ocean. When you find the ocean in you, you will feel like the river the runs towards the sea, not trying to climb hills but simply flowing in accordance with the deeper calling that draws you nearer to fully merge with your greatest self.\n\n

Have you ever had that annoying experience of going to a room to fetch something only to stand there wondering what you went there for? Standing there wondering, "What am I here for?" - that annoying feeling of having forgotten what you came here for - sounds a lot like life doesn't it? You wake up one day with that same annoying feeling - having forgotten what you are here for in the first place. Why did I come here? Like it's on the tip of your tongue but you just can’t seem to grasp it, "what am I here for?"

There are 2 primary goals in any lifetime. The first and most important is BEING. The 2nd goal is dependent on the first. The 2nd goal is DOING. Most people believe that they are here to DO something and so they spend time worrying about whether they are doing what they are here to do. Many are even hoping that they can just get the doing part over so that they don't have to come back again. I can't tell you how many students have asked me, "What am I here to do - what is my purpose, I want to know so that I can do it and not have to come back!" What would happen if you chose to stop letting your past limit you ... and instead committed to step into your passion and take control of your future? Come find out how... Quantum-Self.com.

Copyright © 2006
Dr Jill Ammon-Wexler, Brain/Mind Researcher
All Rights Reserved

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"We are not held back by the love we didn't receive in the past, but by the love we're not extending in the present." - Marianne Williamson

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LEARNINGS
from Soul Soothers Online
CtrOfLight@aol.com

In April, on her 70+ birthday, Maya Angelou was interviewed by Oprah. Oprah asked her what she thought of growing older. And, there on television, she said it was "exciting." Regarding body changes, she said there were many, occurring every day, like her breasts. They seem to be in a race to see which will reach her waist, first. The audience laughed so hard they cried. She is such a simple and honest woman, with so much wisdom in her words!

Maya Angelou said this:
"I've learned that no matter what happens, or how bad it seems today, life does go on, and it will be better tomorrow."
"I've learned that you can tell a lot about a person by the way he/she handles these three things: a rainy day, lost luggage, and tangled Christmas tree lights."
"I've learned that regardless of your relationship with your parents, you'll miss them when they're gone from your life."
"I've learned that making a "living" is not the same thing as "making a life."
"I've learned that life sometimes gives you a second chance."
"I've learned that you shouldn't go through life with a catcher's mitt on both hands; you need to be able to throw something back."
"I've learned that whenever I decide something with an open heart, I usually make the right decision."
"I've learned that even when I have pains, I don't have to be one."
"I've learned that every day you should reach out and touch someone, people love a warm hug, or just a friendly pat on the back."
"I've learned that I still have a lot to learn."
"I've learned that people will forget what you said, people will forget what you did, but people will never forget how you made them feel."

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“It is Society’s Hypocrisy that Creates Spin”
- David Sachs Producer of the satire film Thank You for Smoking

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SERUM LEVEL

There seems to be something to the fact that extreme emotions have the power to change our perspective. Most of you saw examples of this during the Pisces Season. If you were one of those that were bitten by an old Memory (Childhood, pets, school, etc) last month, then you likely were able to notice how your everyday problems paled in comparison to what you were experiencing. The effect of those intense experiences finds similarity in certain types of drugs, which makes me wonder if we really are identifying with a bunch of hormones. (like the better part of What the Bleep was demonstrating).

Over and over again, I see and hear people raving about their new experiences, whatever it is. With each rise in excitement over "This New Therapy', or 'This New Energy Work' or 'This New Romance', 'This New Book', 'This New Job', there is without fail an inevitable fall, quite similar to the 'coming down' effect of alcohol or drugs. Sometimes it takes days for the grand effect to wear off, (sometimes months) but eventually there is a fall and there is always an excuse for the fall (as if it's rare that we fall).

If you are familiar with drugs (I won't tell), then when the effects wear off, you attribute your change in mood to the drug. But when there's a life crash after a big high, no one ever says 'Oh, you're just crashing from your high endorphin level, you'll get over it.' No, we tend to make excuses like, 'He wasn't my soul mate.' Or 'I'm just detoxing', or 'I got my value from it and spirit is telling me to move on'. But what if our life highs worked just like any addiction: once the serum level isn't high enough, you just add more stimulus. Climb the bigger mountain, Seek the even better healer, the newer lover, the better sale item, and on and on.

This Serum level concept could explain why we tend to see life differently during intense experiences. And when we can't muster up the rush in the moment, we conjure memories and if there's nothing juicy in the past , we can simply find something in the world to get heated over; and if that doesn't work we simply take a pill. The goal in all of these examples is the same: serum level increase.

This Thought for the Week finds me wondering how far we have gone into confusing body responses with spiritual awareness. You can see examples of this kind of confusion everywhere. In the 'new age' world, we blame people for getting sick by accusing them of 'creating the illness' implying a lack of spiritual development (not to mention infusing the ailing person with guilt). Look at how proud we are when our body 'doesn't look its age', or what about the high people of all religions report when in the presence of their charismatic leader. I have to ask again, Is it possible that we're actually confusing a rush of endorphins with a Spiritual Awakening? hmmm.

I suppose in the long run it doesn't matter but IF it's true and we are confusing our essence with a chemical rush, where else might we look for evidence of our true natures? Perhaps that's the million dollar question and that's where I have to leave you.

Mark at 12house.com

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How can we separate the process of our bodies and their emotional responses from our spiritual essence and its awakening? Everything is connected.
- Young Toni

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TAKE THESE FREE BREATHING TESTS!

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The mind that projects the world, colors it its own way. When you meet a man, he is a stranger. When you marry him, he becomes your own self. When you quarrel, he becomes your enemy. It is your mind's attitude that determines what he is to you.
- Nisargadatta Maharaj

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YOUR CONSCIOUS PARTICIPATION IS REQUESTED NOW

Greetings and Blessings from Robert Moonsong, thank you for your attention to these messages of great potential.

Some of you know I have been receiving increased communications from the Angelic and Cosmic realms for quite some time and admittedly a bit of resistance on my end to sharing the details of upcoming changes on a world scale. For some it will bring up fears long suppressed while others may reach Joys long awaited. It was made known today very directly that I am to release this current scenario for all of us to view and act upon in our own ways, through selective discernment... as the Masters say THIS IS OUR TIME to exercise our abilities to make these transitions for everyone much smoother by choosing and using our "deeply loving detachment" state of awareness.

Our CONSCIOUS PARTICIPATION gives us self-control and esteem when all else seems out of control and steam. This Mercury-laced lunar eclipse - equinox - solar eclipse cycle throughout March has created a vortex for massive changes new to this planet that are guaranteed to shake the foundations of every soul into aliveness.

Some parts of the following message may not be understood by the linear logical mind but are structured in a way that may deepen your connections with the energies of interdependence and Intimacy with Life as a Whole. We are calling this period your DNA Integration Intensive. Your Creator thoughts have never held such weight. Don’t let it sneak up on you, KNOW that Life is Eternal and WHERE YOU STAND.

My new website will also be unveiled in the coming weeks with a completely fresh design and variety of high-frequency spiritual medicine that truly empowers, so stay tuned my friends.

Reshaping Your Personal World With Unified Consciousness Is Everyone's Key To Awakening Liberty A Timely Message received on 03-22-2006 from the Interplanetary Peace Council Through the healing mediumship of Robert Moonsong

“It has become increasingly obvious in the ethers that events designed to balance the Earth plane have come under a swell of grieving waters crystallizing momentarily. This we declare to be Divine as many embodied souls are now choosing to use this exit point as an optional mass dimensional adjustment is brought into beingness here on Gaia and elsewhere.

Come close to your own Heart Center now in preparation so the shocks will not befall you and then you will propose to be of service and aid for those kin who have chosen ascension with you but are not yet in command of their emotions entirely. The satellite electronics glitches will be showing you an obvious sign that this bathing of photons works swiftly and in perfect justice to each and every soul who is riding their wave to another station of learning and application. How come you say?

Your Mother is unfolding her blueprint consciously and with a force that leaves no doubt that the Creator you see working in Nature is the same One working within You. Those who will take this holographic seed of intention and simply multiply it joyfully to the DNA strands within every cell, your personal light quotient climbs exponentially. Your Guide likes to say recently that we are on the 97th and 1/2 monkey and time is melting thinner as your manifestations appear more rapidly and with soul purpose. Your power of choice becomes your greatest ally here and decisiveness is rewarded with inner assurance as you are recalibrating your spiritual compass.

Know that even by early April 06 a Peace Wave will begin to quickly form that will grow in size in a way that may cause your emotions to twist and turn as your unwinding strands are bolstered by the generative field. Use this biofield now coupled with laser-like intention to join with your soul groupings from around the worlds to shine an amplified Light to the collective templates of Humanity and Earth that indeed every Life form shares for the unified purpose of Love.

Now is the Time of The Great Purification and Renewal which leads to your inevitable Return to the Heart of the Sun which many of you call Heaven. Take this very moment to harness every molecule of Love That You Are to radiate out to every being you have ever encountered and thank them for their role in your mutual growth. Why Yes, even them too. Your greatest teachers. All are Re-United. Everyone will know The Angels of Compassion.”

PS-- from Robert, "The Star Children who are in line to be birthed on this next solar wave have asked insistently and graciously that we please direct our meditations and healing prayers daily not only to those desert areas but to the ocean floor plates and coastlines to deliver their graceful entrance." Thank You All My Relations for co-creating www.RobertMoonsong.com in the name of The One.
Call in US toll free 1-877-NOW-HEAL (1-877-669-4325)

… Pick Up Where You Left Off and Create As Life Continues Received 03-27-2006 from the Interplanetary Peace Council Through the Healing Mediumship of Robert Moonsong.

“We see that most of you would be moving forward more quickly if you were not so concerned about who else was coming with you. You may choose of your own free will to remove all distractions or you may wait and see how the Mother removes them for you. We feel the former will bring more joy than the latter. There is a sound which is already ringing in the ears of those who can hear it. The sound of a grand coming together in which diverse minds will see how much they are alike.

Pull back the covers from over your head and witness the fullness of your potential to create anew. Even when there have been so many years of destruction and heartache, the only way it will cease is when it ceases to be your creative option. You may create from down there or you may choose to work from up here. This applies to all those who would remain embodied as well. For you are becoming aware that traveling does not require a physical body and you may be both the creator and the creation simultaneously in more than 1 dimension at a time.

The waves are increasing and this does cause a great concern. Your scientists will bridge the DNA gaps between water and electronics but not before Orion speaks. The atmosphere belongs not only to the humans but to the Earth herself and she is reclaiming her auric fields from the abuse long ignored no more. Just like in your worlds where one must ask for assistance we cannot offer our solution until you as a collective people will request such. Knowing that it is prepared to be implemented may only make it easier to overcome your fears and simply ask us. Each of you will determine that this is a guarantee. Your point of power to choose has always been your greatest gift to yourself while our abilities to remain neutral in accordance with what is written has been our own saving grace.

Plant a seed of hope in your own heart now by standing tall in your roots. What can never be taken from you is what you are, eternal living light. Shine on. Be at Peace.”

Translation from Robert, "We've had a chance to look back and see how far we've come and acknowledge all the wonderful people and experiences we've shared along the journey. Now is a time of great activation, as The Shift is for all intents and purposes, well underway. This eclipse is lining up to be extremely powerful, please use it along with your intention to energize your activities for the rest of the year.

If you have ever wondered if you existed and operate in more than 1 place at a time, you probably do. Some people on the path to ascension are eager to leave these bodies and they would be well served to consider that staying in their physical body may allow them to achieve their highest destiny in assisting with the Earth changes. The real war is the one for your mind. Tune IN and claim what is yours to Create. Continue to properly shield yourself from the electromagnetics and also keep ingesting pure superfoods to boost your immunity. Most of all, BE LOVE!"

Thank You 4 Visiting www.RobertMoonsong.com and Calling toll free for Healing-by-Phone in the US and Canada at 1-877-NOW-HEAL (1-877-669-4325)

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THE STORY OF YOUR LIFE

The story of your life is the cosmic 'song of God'
that's being played out through the instrument
of your body.

The dιjΰ vu patterns that you're experiencing in
your life play out like the repeating chorus of
the song of your soul.

Even if you're able to change the words, doesn't it
often seem like just another variation on the same
old theme?

So here's the Big Question:
Is your Song happening to you,
for you,
in you
or as you?

- Chuck Hillig
Seeds for the Soul
Black Dot Publications, 2003


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INSPIRATION FROM A GODDESS CRONE
by Dan Brule from Breath and Breathing March Newsletter

Sweet Sorrow on the Passing of Ludmila Nikolayevna. Addendum to the March 2006 Breath and Breathing Report:

I don’t know how many people Ludmila helped and counseled over the years. But I know I was one of them. I don’t know how many people’s lives she changed with her love and support and wisdom. But I know mine was one of them. I don’t know how she became so amazingly sensitive and so incredibly wise. But I know that what little of those qualities I have today, are due in large part to her.

I met Ludmila at the First International Conference on Free Breathing in1990. She came to me after my initial presentation in Moscow and said: “I am the world. You have something to give me. Something in you is meant to help me.” I assumed that this strange greeting from this elderly Russian lady was due to her limited use of the English language. I assumed that something I said had touched her, and I understood that she wanted to do a breathing session.

As it turned out, her words were very carefully chosen: and she meant themto be taken quite literally. I don’t remember the details of her first session: it started out and progressed in the usual way. But I’ll never forget the powerful wave of sexual energy that surprisingly arose in her with every breath. I’ll never forget watching and feeling how it shook her body, and how it melted mine. I’ll never forget how that energy filled the air and lit up the room. I asked her what she usually did—or what she was going to do—with all that energy. I felt no attraction to her, but I thought I knew where the session was headed. Instead she drew me totally into her process. We connected in a way that went beyond words. And I got my first real lesson in how to transform procreative energy into co-creative energy!

She declared her intention; and she communicated her vision in no uncertain terms. She would open an alternative/holistic medical center in her home town of Kolomna. And from that day on, she lived every waking moment of her life focused that beautiful labor of love.

Now when I think of how some people waste their sexual energy, or fear it…Or if I think of how some people spend their “retirement” years, or fear them… I can only smile.

Ludmila lived a full and productive life, and then she began a new one! And she met every challenge and overcame every obstacle to her dream. Her own frail health, advancing years, and lack of financial resources seemed irrelevant to her success. She tamed mafia thugs, enlightened government officials, and convinced sceptical investors. She created an opportunity for practitioners of all kinds to discover and develop their skills. She gave the poorest people in the city the same health services as the wealthiest in the world.

Thank you Ludmila for being such a firm yet gentle inspiration to us all. You helped bring out the best in many people. I know, because I was one Of them. And you helped many people to honestly face the worst within and to better themselves. I know, because I was one of them. I know that you would not want me to feel this awful sadness at your passing, but I do. Yet, you’ll be happy to know that I also feel deep gratitude and a cause for great celebration! You see, I know that you would not have left this world if you had not completed your work. And you know that all of us who received your gifts will share them with everyone we meet.

You were a flower of a friend Ludmila. And now you are an Angel of God.
Rest in peace.
Dan Brule

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VYAPOHANA Hymn of Purification
From the Linga Purana Volume I

Leonard Orr, Father of the Rebirthing-Conscious Energy Breathing Movement, introduced Kelley and I to the Shiva Purana and other Puranas years ago and we are truly grateful for these gifts. Shiva says that during the Kali Yuga, the information of the Puranas will be of great assistance. In reading these books, we have definitely found this to be true.

How easy is it for you or your clients to get to Forgiveness or to Receive your / their Desires? For some of us getting to the core of what keeps us from our Good evades us even after years and indeed decades of Rebirthing and Processing.

AND YES…Life is the Process. I am truly grateful to have the gift of Conscious Breathing and other technology as daily companions and healing. AND God-Goddess have many ways in which to support us on this adventure called Life.

The Vyapohana is one of the many instructions and vratas that Shiva evolved in the Linga Purana. From the book: “This highly precious hymn was composed by lord Brahma, the Creator of the Universe for the welfare of the three worlds….the auspicious hymn dispels sins…fears and bestows Siddhas.”

The repeated reading or listening to this prayer can powerfully pull you into the understanding and knowing that we are Not doing this life alone. God-Goddess are powerfully represented in all aspects of our lives. They have substantial and varied presence within and without every single soul.

We are not here to be caught in a karmic wheel of continuous payback. We are not worthless beings that have been brought here to struggle or suffer. We can shed off all sins and be honored in this Sacred Time and Place.

When you read this prayer, it is your soul that will respond to it. You will remember that you are One with All That Is and you will feel Connected, Loved, Supported and Grateful.

If you are looking for a powerful sadhana to incorporate into your daily or weekly practice, this may be what you are looking for. It certainly is a must for practitioners of Spiritual Purification.

You can order the Linga Purana on your own or purchase a copy of the Vyapohana and a tape recording from us, if you like.
To order your copy contact
Toni Delgado via email: toni@anextstep.org
or write:
P.O. Box 429 Dona Ana, New Mexico 88032 USA

$12 for written copy
$12 for tape or CD
$3 p/h in US / $5 abroad.
www.anextstep.org
505-382-8771

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In Truth, Simplicity, Love and Service,
Om Shanti, Shanti, Shanti, Om Peace
Young Toni Delgado and Young Kelley Elkins
A NEXT STEP.light center for emotional healing
P.O.Box 429
Dona Ana, New Mexico 88032
toni@anextstep.org
www.anextstep.org
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